Part of me given up. Behind those smile & laughter are hundreds & thousands of question unanswered. I no longer feel the same way as I did the first time I knew. I keep holding on because of hope. Hope is what keeps me going these days~
Mom thinks you’re not gentlemen enough for me. Sometimes I do get what she meant. But there’s nothing I can do. No one’s perfect & I do love you.
Wanted to talk to you on then phone since i misses you & didn’t see you the whole day as i am on MC.
But you seems not to be bothered to talk to me or text me that much today. 😔
So upsetting & on top of that, I’m still sick & have not fully recovered.
Maybe your bros is more important then me. But remember that i knew you first & was there for you, before you know any of them. 😒
I still feel you are embarrassed of me being your girlfriend. You only treat me like one when we’re out by ourselves. But when with our friends, it’s like i’m not even there.
However, there are some small things you do that still make me hold on to you. & i know you love me. Maybe not as much as i do for you but at least its something. 😌